My start (restart) on the road of competitions

I am entering my second competition in July 2010. Last year, I just wanted to get to the point of getting up on stage....as a mom of 4 girls (you ladies will understand) I am reluctant to put anything on that shows my middle. So the idea of having to a two piece bikini on filled me with nervous energy....alot of it. So this year, (still nervous) but better prepared....I think....to definitely get on stage with a smile and better muscle development and definition. I have added more support to my corner, Chereese and Bob. I am currently a litte over 20 weeks out from competition and will have to kick butt in the next 4 weeks but with a 16 week pre-contest prep, I believe I will be able to continue to put a little more muscle on and shred. Time will tell.